Gay is not what we are, Gay is not who we are, Being Gay is just one simple part of us.: Been awhile..

Welcome

Greetings Everyone!!!
I am starting this blog as a place for Gay men and women to come and read information about a variety of topics and issues. If you would like to be a guest author on my blog, please email me at CarlDinsmore@yahoo.com and tell me why you would like to post something on my blog. This is also a way for people in Cincinnati to get linked to social organizations that maybe they did not know existed. I will work hard on placing all sorts of information on the site, regarding Books, Medical updates, Causes that I deelpy care about, Gay vacation destinations, Gay Sports, and much, much more. Its also just a venue for you to share comments on postings, or share with me a cause or topic I could add to my site.
Last year was a very tough year for me, as I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, which is a form of depression mainly diagnosed in women, but more and more men are being diagnosed with this illness. So, look for information regarding borderline on the blog. Finally having a diagnosis regarding my depression was life saving. Coming through that crisis is what gave me the idea to create this blog.
But my number one goal for this site is the fact that it is time for unity in the gay community. Its time to STOP tearing each other down, but rather to build each other up. We are not all alike. We are different and these differences are what makes our world such a wonderful place to live. Please enjoy the site, and lets unite to make our world the best place it can be.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Been awhile..

Hello everyone!!!! It has been awhile since I have posted, but it has been busy winter. I officiate a volleyball league on Tuesday nights through fall, winter ans spring. My best friend and I co-direct and organize our indoor gay volleyball league, and it will be over in two weeks. I have been in the process of organizing our real first year of having a gay tennis league, named the Cincinnati Rainbow Pride Tennis, check out our website at http://sites.google.com/site/crpt2009/Home. It is going to be a long, hot, fun summer!!

I have just been keeping myself as busy as possible. I have gotten closer with my oldest sister, and go up to Dayton Ohio to spend time with them whenever I can. I love her very, very much. She is the best sister, and one of the kindest people I have the privledge of knowing, and having in my life.

Regret has been hounding me lately. I am regretful of how I have let myself go and gain all this weight back again. I am regretful of how I just can not seem to manage to get over the hump of beginning a good nutriton and exercise program and get myself on the road to getting healthy. I also regret how some really great people have helped me over the last few years when depression was at my worst and I just did not treat them with the respect they deserved. On a good note, I am depression free for over a year now. When things get hard, or go wrong, it is so liberating to know and understand that it is not the end of the world. Communicate with those who can help you and your situation, keep your head up and believe that it will work itself out in time. Live is precious and I am so glad to still be here.