To be lonely is to feel every element in the world.
One becomes so in tune with all that is missing.
No longer do you enjoy the sun, but welcome the darkness.
You are able to hide in the deep recesses of blackness.
Nothing good can find its way inside the muted light.
All that is painful is born and breed in this eclipse of life.
You cower into a childlike ball and pray for a new beginning.
Amplified are the cries and sounds of misery, doubt and dread.
No drug can set you free, but only shove you deeper into despair.
What is it going to take to cause the shell you exist in to crack?
Your conscious pleads inside your head to open your eyes and fight.
To scrape, crawl, kick and do whatever it takes to break free.
Now is not the time to try to figure out how you got to this place.
Setting yourself free will launch you towards reasons and truth.
Hard honesty awaits you in the freedom, but it is needed to heal.
Growing into the real person you can be, is a journey difficult to manage.
Everything that awaits you in the light is soul cleansing and pure.
Seeing all of yourself may cause you to want to run and hide in the dark.
Perfection is something no one can achieve and needs not be wished for.
Nothing can live, grow or love in the dark, so open your arms and embrace the light.
Welcome
Greetings Everyone!!!
I am starting this blog as a place for Gay men and women to come and read information about a variety of topics and issues. If you would like to be a guest author on my blog, please email me at CarlDinsmore@yahoo.com and tell me why you would like to post something on my blog. This is also a way for people in Cincinnati to get linked to social organizations that maybe they did not know existed. I will work hard on placing all sorts of information on the site, regarding Books, Medical updates, Causes that I deelpy care about, Gay vacation destinations, Gay Sports, and much, much more. Its also just a venue for you to share comments on postings, or share with me a cause or topic I could add to my site.
Last year was a very tough year for me, as I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, which is a form of depression mainly diagnosed in women, but more and more men are being diagnosed with this illness. So, look for information regarding borderline on the blog. Finally having a diagnosis regarding my depression was life saving. Coming through that crisis is what gave me the idea to create this blog.
But my number one goal for this site is the fact that it is time for unity in the gay community. Its time to STOP tearing each other down, but rather to build each other up. We are not all alike. We are different and these differences are what makes our world such a wonderful place to live. Please enjoy the site, and lets unite to make our world the best place it can be.
I am starting this blog as a place for Gay men and women to come and read information about a variety of topics and issues. If you would like to be a guest author on my blog, please email me at CarlDinsmore@yahoo.com and tell me why you would like to post something on my blog. This is also a way for people in Cincinnati to get linked to social organizations that maybe they did not know existed. I will work hard on placing all sorts of information on the site, regarding Books, Medical updates, Causes that I deelpy care about, Gay vacation destinations, Gay Sports, and much, much more. Its also just a venue for you to share comments on postings, or share with me a cause or topic I could add to my site.
Last year was a very tough year for me, as I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, which is a form of depression mainly diagnosed in women, but more and more men are being diagnosed with this illness. So, look for information regarding borderline on the blog. Finally having a diagnosis regarding my depression was life saving. Coming through that crisis is what gave me the idea to create this blog.
But my number one goal for this site is the fact that it is time for unity in the gay community. Its time to STOP tearing each other down, but rather to build each other up. We are not all alike. We are different and these differences are what makes our world such a wonderful place to live. Please enjoy the site, and lets unite to make our world the best place it can be.
My favortie gay related qoute EVER!!!!
If God had wanted me otherwise, He would have created me otherwise.
Johann von Goethe
Johann von Goethe
Another great night view of our City!
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Why are leaving the same comment on several of my posts? These posts are not even relevent to the topic you are commenting on. How about we try to at least be relative to the topic...???
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