To finally break the surface
One can be as fragile as a flower petal in a spring frost.
Understanding not why the mind tells us to be sad.
Trapped in a glass box, with face motionless.
My insides are screaming to be heard on my deaf ears.
Prisoner to the bar less cell that is my existence.
Since my first sunrises I have battled my own self.
Needing to be seen and acknowledged by my peers.
Justified in accomplishments instead of failures.
Is the turmoil in my soul real or self inflected?
Perpetuated in mind, heart, and daily breathes.
Unheard prayers radiate from the deepest places.
Wicked self defamation of where I have ended.
Constant wishes of trading places with beauty.
Minimal times does my being feel accepted.
Soul fighting to break free of the skin entrapment.
Someone please tell me I matter here somehow.
Written by Carl Dinsmore / February 28th, 2008
Welcome
Greetings Everyone!!!
I am starting this blog as a place for Gay men and women to come and read information about a variety of topics and issues. If you would like to be a guest author on my blog, please email me at CarlDinsmore@yahoo.com and tell me why you would like to post something on my blog. This is also a way for people in Cincinnati to get linked to social organizations that maybe they did not know existed. I will work hard on placing all sorts of information on the site, regarding Books, Medical updates, Causes that I deelpy care about, Gay vacation destinations, Gay Sports, and much, much more. Its also just a venue for you to share comments on postings, or share with me a cause or topic I could add to my site.
Last year was a very tough year for me, as I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, which is a form of depression mainly diagnosed in women, but more and more men are being diagnosed with this illness. So, look for information regarding borderline on the blog. Finally having a diagnosis regarding my depression was life saving. Coming through that crisis is what gave me the idea to create this blog.
But my number one goal for this site is the fact that it is time for unity in the gay community. Its time to STOP tearing each other down, but rather to build each other up. We are not all alike. We are different and these differences are what makes our world such a wonderful place to live. Please enjoy the site, and lets unite to make our world the best place it can be.
I am starting this blog as a place for Gay men and women to come and read information about a variety of topics and issues. If you would like to be a guest author on my blog, please email me at CarlDinsmore@yahoo.com and tell me why you would like to post something on my blog. This is also a way for people in Cincinnati to get linked to social organizations that maybe they did not know existed. I will work hard on placing all sorts of information on the site, regarding Books, Medical updates, Causes that I deelpy care about, Gay vacation destinations, Gay Sports, and much, much more. Its also just a venue for you to share comments on postings, or share with me a cause or topic I could add to my site.
Last year was a very tough year for me, as I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, which is a form of depression mainly diagnosed in women, but more and more men are being diagnosed with this illness. So, look for information regarding borderline on the blog. Finally having a diagnosis regarding my depression was life saving. Coming through that crisis is what gave me the idea to create this blog.
But my number one goal for this site is the fact that it is time for unity in the gay community. Its time to STOP tearing each other down, but rather to build each other up. We are not all alike. We are different and these differences are what makes our world such a wonderful place to live. Please enjoy the site, and lets unite to make our world the best place it can be.
My favortie gay related qoute EVER!!!!
If God had wanted me otherwise, He would have created me otherwise.
Johann von Goethe
Johann von Goethe
Another great night view of our City!
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