Welcome

Greetings Everyone!!!
I am starting this blog as a place for Gay men and women to come and read information about a variety of topics and issues. If you would like to be a guest author on my blog, please email me at CarlDinsmore@yahoo.com and tell me why you would like to post something on my blog. This is also a way for people in Cincinnati to get linked to social organizations that maybe they did not know existed. I will work hard on placing all sorts of information on the site, regarding Books, Medical updates, Causes that I deelpy care about, Gay vacation destinations, Gay Sports, and much, much more. Its also just a venue for you to share comments on postings, or share with me a cause or topic I could add to my site.
Last year was a very tough year for me, as I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, which is a form of depression mainly diagnosed in women, but more and more men are being diagnosed with this illness. So, look for information regarding borderline on the blog. Finally having a diagnosis regarding my depression was life saving. Coming through that crisis is what gave me the idea to create this blog.
But my number one goal for this site is the fact that it is time for unity in the gay community. Its time to STOP tearing each other down, but rather to build each other up. We are not all alike. We are different and these differences are what makes our world such a wonderful place to live. Please enjoy the site, and lets unite to make our world the best place it can be.

My favortie gay related qoute EVER!!!!

If God had wanted me otherwise, He would have created me otherwise.


Johann von Goethe

Another great night view of our City!

Another great night view of our City!
Cincinnati is simply beautiful....

News source for Cincinnati Gay and Lesbian community.

News source for Cincinnati Gay and Lesbian community.
The Greater Cincinnati Gay and Lesbian News!

Cincinnati's Freestore Foodbank

Cincinnati's Freestore Foodbank
Help this organization help those in need!

Cincinnatis Premier Gay & Lesbian Softball League

Cincinnatis Premier Gay & Lesbian Softball League
PLAY BALL!!!!!

Cincinnati's Gay & Lesbian Golf League

Cincinnati's Gay & Lesbian Golf League
FORE!!!!!!!

Cincinnati's Gay and Lesbian Volleyball Connection.

Cincinnati's Gay and Lesbian Volleyball Connection.
DIG, SET, SPIKE!!!

Cincinnati Rainbow Pride Tennis League

Cincinnati Rainbow Pride Tennis League
Cincinnatis Gay & Lesbian Tennis League

Friday, May 30, 2008

Delayed newest peom...

Childhood Journey



There I was, upon my back in a summers meadow and drinking it all in.
Socks and shoes were off because what could be a bigger contradiction?
I made the motion of snow angles in the grass, gently caressing each blade.
There was no better place to be in the world, and that meadow could take me places.

That innocence that comes with being a child is a passport to unforeseen dreams.
Destinations that only the child’s mind could conjure into reality abound everywhere.
There were times my mother would share these moments, lying by me, side by side.
It was those special moments, her laughter, the way she held my hand, those are mine.

I loved to sing back then and I would put any words to any melody and I was a star.
The love I have for my mother and for her seeds of wisdom is deeper than that meadow sky.
On my way to being whatever I wanted to be, becasue I was allowed to ask why.
The whys became reasons, the reasons became curiosity and the curiousity became me.

I was such a happy child and as I look upon those faces in the crowd I realize.
These people, my parents, my grandparents, great aunts and uncles, they loved me.
Their limitless love and support gave me the limitless boundaries and did I explore.
Their love guided me through the normal ups and downs of the mission of childhood.

No meadow today, however I am sitting in the sun, surrounded by all my peers.
I found each familiar face in the crowd, and I was met with beaming smiles of pride.
I know there are those who are here that I never actually got to meet growing up.
But I can feel their spirit and they too are proud of me and the sun is their love.

Today is just another beginning to another chapter in the book that is my life.
The immense anticipation I feel is excitement and nerves all bound into one.
Just for a moment I let myself be back in that summer’s meadow and there was peace.
I was jolted from my brief daydream by the opening of the door to adulthood.

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